Monday, August 25, 2008

Me, Myself & I

Today is the last day of the long weekend of almost everybody. We have all been enjoying the long weekends since last week, first because of the commemoration of Ninoy Aquino's Death Anniversary, and second is the National Heroes' Day.

Two long weekends..Too different from each other..

Just last week, I was crying hard and was really feeling so down. Funny as it may seems, but I simply just couldn't understand everything going on and might as well myself. I kept on feeding my mind with the upcoming lessons in Accounting, but I understand nothing. I kept on reading and reviewing for the Business Finance Midterms exam, yet, I remember nothing. There on my table, with all my books and pens, I burst out. I really felt pressured and stressed that day and it seemed like the world was turning upside down for me. I knew I was never like that before. Then, I asked myself, "What the heck's going on with me?! I never used to be so damned like this! Where's the Miel I used to know?!!" These questions rounded my disoriented mind that night until I fell asleep.

But now, I'm totally different. I feel good and alighted. Maybe, I get too emotional sometimes. Who cares? Everybody do get emotional too! Even the president, doesn't she?? I'm a girl with a strong personality but I also get weak. I'm not Supergirl nor a Powerpuff girl. The least, I come to understand my lessons and I am ready for the midterms this week. For heaven's sake! I wish we'd be done with it. Thank God He's always there for me and never left me. =D

Anyway, there are too many reasons for me to be happy these days and one of those resaons is the Ateneo Blue Eagles. Yup, yup! They won last thursday against the UE Red Warriors and just yesterday (Aug. 24), with the UP Fighting Maroons. Boy, am I so glad to see them play very well yesterday compared to their game last thursday! Such a joy to see them back on their selves again. They are very fortunate to have their captain ball.

Speaking of the captain, he's also one the reasons on why I am so inspired these past days. Yes, Christopher John Alandy Tiu, or whom many knew as Chris Tiu, is the one who keeps me going on this road. Crazy as it may sounds, I don't give a damn. Though I know that he doesn't have the slightest clue that I exists, I keep on praying that may the time will come that our paths will cross each other's.

Boy, oh boy! Life is indeed too mysterious to solve. but no matter what happens, there are still always TOO many things to be thankful of. So, live, love and have fun!

Miel =D

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